What I need...?

Hello again, I've been thinking of how I could continue this blog.

Since my last post I've grow a lot, now I don't feel these depressed feelings... well except yesterday when I was driving and I crushed my car it was just a little glass broken... the fact is that I felt alone or maybe I should say unprotected or with no shoulder to lean on.

I just need a boyfriend, it's weird  to say it because I've been saying all of my life "The love will come whe the love wants." but  maybe shouldn't I force the things a little just to help the destiny? or just do things to make destiny happens, right? Nevermind to say it... The love will come when the love wants. Lying on the sofa I won't find anyone, but what should I do? I'm going highschool! The people are always hiding their feelings just to be "normal", I can study extracurricular art classes, in extreme cases I could join these social networks for flirting, these that I hate and I don't think anyone could find their love there. oh damn I need someone.

This theme is always in my mind and I haven't found anyone/any answer yet and I won't have the answer NEVER. Ian Somerhalder will always be my boyfriend. LOL.

I BROKE UP WITH THE UNKNOW?

I've been in a hole for a while, now I am just knowing where the exit were, the problem was me, all this time was me, I needed to realise that I am too good for some people and some people just don't deserve my attention.

Yesterday my friends & I meet to talk with Unknow but I was ill really, really ill, then when they told him everything about the situation we were with him, he just left, he LEFT! Not in the way you get out to breath and then fight for your honor, he fled with their tails between their legs, like a coward. Then my friends told me everything and I was like "I'm ill I don't care I just want to lie in my bed and wait for redemption..." after that I went to my Unknow friend profile to see what he post about that or something, but nothing! There were nothing on his profile! because he unfriended me then I told him why, 'cause to my knowledge, I didn't do anything to him,  but after talking and talking and more talking I realise the I've never known him, I did a lot of things for him that he didn't I probably left people for him or make fun of them just to make him happy? I don't know if it's the right word for that but the point is that he0s the Unknown and you better stay the fuck away from these people before the could hurt you.

I can breathe, I am free, I've been looking for that for so long, just thanks for make my choice much easier.

xoxo. Lalo.